log
2025/08
18:: Shout out to Buwalki for shedding lights on these thoughts.
18:: Back in time when I use Telegram a lot, it was so easy for me to depend on or to be vulnerable to my dear foxes and close friends. I enjoyed those feelings a lot. But given the fact that I would lose myself in thoughts of them, I suppose it's best for me to leave those times when we meet in person.
18:: I am what surrounds me, hence I avoid being surrounded by junk food, Apple TV (YouTube in particular), social media apps. Instead I tidy up my reading lounge, make my health app stands out, subscribe to high-quality newsletters, wear my sports outfit during my night time (no more naked :(), put my spin bike at the center of my living room, and put my whey protein powder in my fridge.
15:: One thing at a time, yes; but there are reeaaally lots of reading materials in hand. If I don't get to finish them, then I suppose I'll just unsubscribe them (or put them back to my dusted bookshelf) altogether.
15:: Maybe... maybe I'll just give up those things and forget about them, if they're not that important to me.
15:: Many times it seems to me that there are a lot of tasks that need my attention: my reading materials (newsletter, YouTube saved for later, some sort of masterclass videos, blogs (Paul Graham etc.), real books), my Notion tasks (big and smol), housekeeping, time for workouts, time for enough sleep, time for entertainment, my close friends that pop up in my mind, etc.. For now I give higher priorities to my physical health, and that causes many of my tasks gradually piling up and eventually overwhelm me.
14:: Dancing Links* and (very cute) dancing lynx* (original pic is located here*) (oh no I just realized one of the lynx has no tail... -1 point for generative AI).
